I know, I was there! I did not want that to happen, I didn't— he was just supposed to shoot the bad guys. [ This all sounds so flimsy now that he's saying it out loud, like, "Oh, it's okay, he said he was only going to murder SOME people!" He makes some vague gestures with his hands, like that will explain it. ] Look, it was the only plan we had, I thought we were going to die.